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| Well, that was possible the most pointless and stupidly boring three days ever. I don't enjoy sitting around all weekend on comfortable floors being waited on hand and foot by people I know hate my guts. Why can't they all just see I'm not like my father. Ugh.
Toho of course, said some incredibly unneccesary things, so I'm not in a horrible mood and I may possibly shoot the first person who annoys me. Perhaps I should look for a job where I'm actually allowed to shoot people...? Hm.
Back to school tomorrow though. I wonder if that idiot Akatsuki has shown up again, it seems he's gone missing. Not that I care, though it is somewhat quiet without his mouth constantly going in my ear.
At least this is my last year of this crap. To be honest though, I'm not entirely sure what I'll do after this. Perhaps I'll travel.
|Private| I actually do worry a little about Akatsuki. There's a chance he's been taken out for being a liability to my position. I hope not. No one else needs to die on my account. - Mood:bored

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| It been far too long since I've posted in this thing. Not that it matters too much.
That Christmas party was a waste of my time. I spent the entire evening sitting around doing nothing at all, just putting up with the crap music and a few idiot girls that decided to force me to dance.
Christmas itself I spent alone. Was no different than any other day; I did some course work for school and the old lady from downstairs brought me some of the Christmas dinner she'd made for her family - she had he son and his family over aparently. She's much more bearable than anyone else around here... she cooks chicken well.
It's my birthday in two days. I've to go back to China for it, so I'll be missing a couple of days of class. Speaking of class, aparently I've been made a candidate for student body president. Hu, I don't really want to be more involved with people in school than I need to be...
Whatever, I'm tired.
|Private| Since I'll be turning 18, my father is going to be officially handing the Xu Fu down to me. Of course, this only gives me a degree of control. He'll still be the head until he dies. Which is fine by me, I don't want control of the damn thing! I don't want to be involved in all that crap. | |
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| I realise I've been neglecting to post in this thing. Mostly because there's really nothing to say. Everyday is the same thing over and over - I'm SO glad that today's the last day of school and the holidays are beginning. I can just hole up and pretend the world doesn't exist. And I can escape all this Christmas crap. You would think in the Eastern world where Christianity is not a major religion that Christmas would not be such a big thing - but no. Its decorations and lights bloody everywhere!!!
Of course, to top things off, it has been demanded of me that I attend that stupid ball. How the hell did I let myself get convinced to go?! Fuck! I better go and get fucking ready. I'm taking my fucking gun with me. - Mood:angry

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| Yuuta-sensei, don't EVER bribe me into things like that again!! Its humiliating enough being made to hang stupid Christmas decorations but when I have to hang MISTLETOE and then get KISSED by girls I don't even KNOW its not pleasant!!!! Akatsuki hasn't stopped laughing at me for it either!!
Thank God we only have a week left of classes and then I don't have to worry about mistletoe filled halls and Christmas and stupid girls and half a million other things. I can just sit down and catch up with all the work I've missed from being in hospital.
Speaking of that, my right arm has been hurting a lot recently, right from my shoulder to the tips of my fingers. Perhaps I should visit a doctor about that...
|Private| It would be nice to be able to spend Christmas with someone actually, but there's no-one I can stand enough to spend it with. Maybe Akatsuki... but no. If only mother was... well... she's not. The dreams I've been having recently are enough of a reminder of that and Toho was back again so of course...
I'm not a monster. I'm not! - Mood:blah

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| I'm going to make it very clear right now:
I am not going to the Christmas Ball with anyone.
Not with you or your friend and certainly not with you Akatsuki! In fact...
I'm not going to the Christmas Ball AT ALL!!!!
There. I think I made myself clear enough. - Mood:pissed off

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| Toho paid me an unwelcome visit yesterday to inform me that my father wants me to keep one of these journal things to watch my progress. Typical. Of course Toho also said things that were far from necessary and put me in a foul mood...
Back to school after six months of being stuck in the hospital after the accident with that insufferable idiot. The worst part is that I haven't gotten rid of him! I wish he'd find someone else to bug now that he'd back at school!
Work to catch up on... can't be bothered. Also I feel like shooting something small and furry right now >____o - Mood:bitchy

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